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Hello everyone, my lovely followers and perhaps the friends of followers, (If you're so kind as to spread this around, I appreciate it muchly, and also appreciate you, the sendee, for giving this a look!) Thanks for reading. :]
For the past several months my mother and I have been Fighting /so/ hard just to make ends meet, and I haven't been able to do a damned thing to help. I was Diagnosed with Crohns Disease at the age of twelve, and since falling back into a bad flare up when I really /should/ be out at college, my mother has been doing all she can just to pay rent each month and try and make sure the two of us have food. I can't work, I can't leave my /room/, and I'm tired of watching her suffer to support me when she's been nothing but the most loving, /careing/, and supportive parent you could ever hope to meet. Most nights we don't eat, and when we do she usually goes without so that I can have it instead. It's not right.
But now, Things have gotten a thousand times worse. A couple checks that we DEPEND on to be able to pay our bills and rent each month are no longer going to show up in the future, And one of them already hasn't this month. We were nearly evicted from our house today, but after shuffling things around and using our months' food money we managed to somehow scrape together what we have to pay rent. But now, we not only have no money to buy food for the next month, but no possible way to pay rent or food next month either.
No matter how we swing it, we will be at the very least $1200 short of being able to be in a house and not in the streets. And that's if we don't eat anything at all for thirty days.
So as much as I hate to ask, I need help. I need /to/ help. And the only way I can is the offer the only small skill that I have, my drawing. And so, I am offering Commissions by Donation. Every person who donates WILL Get a picture, Anything of your choice! They will be Chibi, Coloured if requested etc etc. I have no set prices! so you can give me as much or as little as you want, Every little bit helps.
If you can't help out, I understand and I thank you for reading this! I love each and every one of you, and appreciate you more than you know! If you pass this along to people you know, or perhaps Tumblr a link, Make your own journal, Facebook, Anything at all.. You'd have my eternal gratitude. Just know, No matter what, I'm grateful. :]
Thank you, everyone!
Here's some examples!
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And of course, check out my crappy gallery! Hah.<3
Payment/Donations can be made to my paypal here, Thank you again! (Be sure to tell me what you want, if you're interested!): www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?…
For the past several months my mother and I have been Fighting /so/ hard just to make ends meet, and I haven't been able to do a damned thing to help. I was Diagnosed with Crohns Disease at the age of twelve, and since falling back into a bad flare up when I really /should/ be out at college, my mother has been doing all she can just to pay rent each month and try and make sure the two of us have food. I can't work, I can't leave my /room/, and I'm tired of watching her suffer to support me when she's been nothing but the most loving, /careing/, and supportive parent you could ever hope to meet. Most nights we don't eat, and when we do she usually goes without so that I can have it instead. It's not right.
But now, Things have gotten a thousand times worse. A couple checks that we DEPEND on to be able to pay our bills and rent each month are no longer going to show up in the future, And one of them already hasn't this month. We were nearly evicted from our house today, but after shuffling things around and using our months' food money we managed to somehow scrape together what we have to pay rent. But now, we not only have no money to buy food for the next month, but no possible way to pay rent or food next month either.
No matter how we swing it, we will be at the very least $1200 short of being able to be in a house and not in the streets. And that's if we don't eat anything at all for thirty days.
So as much as I hate to ask, I need help. I need /to/ help. And the only way I can is the offer the only small skill that I have, my drawing. And so, I am offering Commissions by Donation. Every person who donates WILL Get a picture, Anything of your choice! They will be Chibi, Coloured if requested etc etc. I have no set prices! so you can give me as much or as little as you want, Every little bit helps.
If you can't help out, I understand and I thank you for reading this! I love each and every one of you, and appreciate you more than you know! If you pass this along to people you know, or perhaps Tumblr a link, Make your own journal, Facebook, Anything at all.. You'd have my eternal gratitude. Just know, No matter what, I'm grateful. :]
Thank you, everyone!
Here's some examples!
img16.imageshack.us/img16/713/…
img34.imageshack.us/img34/8809…
img34.imageshack.us/img34/8863…
And of course, check out my crappy gallery! Hah.<3
Payment/Donations can be made to my paypal here, Thank you again! (Be sure to tell me what you want, if you're interested!): www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?…
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Secret Santa Wishlist.
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For 
's Secret santa 
.
So!
Let's get to it then, shall we?
The character I'd like drawn is my OC Rory, and yes, I'm aware that he's a boy and I don't have a girl. To which I have a sollution for. If my Secret Santa preffers Drawing girls, you have permission to completely genderbend him. xD. His boyfriend loves it when he crossdresses, so really.. it's a winwin. You may lengthen his hair if you so wish, keep it straight, give him Boobs.. Lul. Knock yourself out. I just ask that you keep his style. :] Go wild! Have fun. :] I'm sure I'll love it<3! I prefer him as a man of course, but It would be funny to see girl Rory So keep that in mind. :] -Imagines Rory in a short skirt- ... -Nosebleed-.
Okay, now to the actual refferences and description. *Ahem*
I'll do it in Bullet form, just to make it easier for my Secret Santa to read, Instead of the jumbled mess his character refference sheet actually is.
General.
Name: Rory Wickham.
Age: 18. ( Birthday: April 14th. )
Height: 5'9".
Weight: Very light, and skinny.
Frame: Slight, Picture your average Emo boy.. Haha. He gets stereotyped so much. :[ No muscles either, Freaking hate 'em.
Eye Colour: Dark Chestnut Brown.
Hair Colour: Dark Black/Brown.
Hair Style: Kind of Shaggy, but straight, a bit uneven and usually ends up in front of his eyes. (No Sidebang.) Length goes a couple inches below his ears.
Skin tone: Extremely pale, almost pallid and sickly looking. Usually dark circles under his eyes, but those are hidden by his makeup.
Orientation: Bi, But he has a boyfriend.
Extra: He has scars, welts and bruises over most of his Stomach, chest, back and arms, from when he was heavily beatten as a child (The worse perminent marks) To getting bullied heavily at school. His face is usually clean, he has a scar running down his right hand over his palm, which is basically just a bit paler then the rest of the skin around it. A lot of those areas don't have much feeling, so you can imagine how bad they are to cause nerve damage like that. The Skin is shaped funny in some places, just in general.. Not happy. The scars over his arms are horizantal, and short (Lashed with a belt) Where the ones over his chest and such are in general a bit longer since there's more skin to damage. His forarms are the worst though, where he guarded against it. Don't worry, none of this is usually visiable because of the clothing he wears, Check the clothing description.
Clothing And outward appearance.
Note: See Refference pictures provided to understand in better detail.
Piercings: Silver stud on the right side of his nose, Silver lip ring on his lower left lip.
Jewelry: Black spiked wrist bands go up both arms, from his wrists to about his elbows, where his shirt starts, so you see little of the skin there unless he moves too drastically. Black Spiked choker, which is beggining to wear grey with overuse, which hangs very loosely around his neck Spikes are about 1 inch on the wrist bands, maybe 1.5 for the neck. 4 Wristbands up each arm.
Shirt: Black, and fairly loose but not baggy, Tee shirt with a White Anarchy symbol over the chest. Long sleeved white shirt underneath, the edges of which show under the collar of the tee, and just below it as well. The Sleeves of the long sleeved shirt are pushed up, to about his elbows where his wrist bands stop.
Pants: Black, Extremely baggy, men's style bondage pants with Red Detailing. Chains hang from the pockets, and cross behind his legs as well (Long chains over the back).
Shoes: Black converse hightops, with Red skull detail.
Make Up: Thin Black eyeliner, not to overpower his eyes but highlight them. Red/grey eyeshadow, applied under his eyes which gives him an almost dead-like appearance, yet handsome. A bit of shadow above the lid, just to blend and make it look a bit more natural, but emphasis is below.
Refference Pictures (IMPORTANT)
Facial Structure:[link]
Pants (Please disreguard positioning and such for the rest, Old ref pic and accurate. but the pants are exactly right.) : [link]
General Refference For wrist bands, exetra (In the red): [link]
Another General Ref, Face wise: [link]
Eyeshadow refference, Actual shade is a bit darker: [link]
Shoes: [link]
Chibi-ified, Shirt symbol, exetra: [link]
Oh, and he wears black plaid boxers<3 :3
History/Other Information
Alright, Might as well update this, considering my secret santa has probably already read this and won't notice.. I know, I'm awesome right.
Alright, Well let's begin.
Rory grew up in a rather small house, at the edge of town, with his mom and dad. When He was born, his mother and father's marriage started to fall apart, and his mother fell into a deep depression. Of course, his dad blamed it all on his son's birth, and his mother was too numb to care. And so he spent almost all of his time locked downstairs in the basement, dark and cold, and stained with his own blood. His father would shout things at him, ordered him not to cry while he was being beaten, burn things into him. Most of the beatings were with this hard leather belt, but there were instances with knives, and plain fist fights. Rory never faught back, he was just a little kid. Sometimes his mom would even stand at the top of the steps and watch, but she was never truely there, just kind of.. a ghost, haunting him. He got out for school, any chance that they didn't have to look at him. At school, he was bullied pretty bad, because he was in general anti-social, and different then the other's, which is all the kids really needed to be cruel. When he was 9, he was kicked out of the house. Sent to live on the streets. His father told him that if he ever saw his face again he was going to kill him, but Rory didn't mind. He had always been told that it was his fault his mother was like that, that they had their problems. He loved his parents dearly, because it was all he knew. Adores them, really. So he greatly left, clinging onto life and growing up moving from place to place with the hope that he had fixed what he had broken, purely by being born. He was hesistant for a while, blaming himself, being hard on himself.. But eventually, that went away. With the years of having to become what he needed to become to survive. He became pretty much blank, when it came to anymore. Purely living just to live. Not that he didn't have his emotions, but they were pushed back, for room for his emotionless mask that he wears in front of anybody. He scammed his way into highschool, a few cities over from where he used to live. Because of his attitude and clothing style, he gets bullied /very/ badly, and it's rare a day doesn't go by where he gets beat up. Kids at call call him "Emo kid" I know, original right? Sick losers. -Innocent smile-. He moves from place to place, he's been in this city for about 4 years so he knows his way around. He has this Black and white checkered binder, and his backpack matches. His backpack holds all his belongings, which is pretty much His make up, mirror, flashlight, and an old grey hoodie that was basically one of his only articles of clothing as a kid. Which is like a safety blanket.
Now that he's met his boyfriend, he's opened up a /lot/. Rory never /truely/ smiles though, His version of a smile is like.. a half smile. Watered down a lot. You're lucky if he shows his teeth xD. But he has truely smiled before, only for Bryden though.
His favouritie colour is red, and black, if you can tell by his clothing and makeup choices.
Umm, I can't think of anything else.
He doesn't like kids.
Or people in general, besides Bryden.
Oh, and he's Uke.. Or Seme.. He's both. Yay. Mostly Seme. Both him and his boyfriend are seme xD! Makes it a very interesting relationship.
<3
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Hurray for Copy Pasta-ing my wishlist from last year.
's Secret santa .So!
Let's get to it then, shall we?
The character I'd like drawn is my OC Rory, and yes, I'm aware that he's a boy and I don't have a girl. To which I have a sollution for. If my Secret Santa preffers Drawing girls, you have permission to completely genderbend him. xD. His boyfriend loves it when he crossdresses, so really.. it's a winwin. You may lengthen his hair if you so wish, keep it straight, give him Boobs.. Lul. Knock yourself out. I just ask that you keep his style. :] Go wild! Have fun. :] I'm sure I'll love it<3! I prefer him as a man of course, but It would be funny to see girl Rory
So keep that in mind. :] -Imagines Rory in a short skirt- ... -Nosebleed-.Okay, now to the actual refferences and description. *Ahem*
I'll do it in Bullet form, just to make it easier for my Secret Santa to read, Instead of the jumbled mess his character refference sheet actually is.
General.
Name: Rory Wickham.
Age: 18. ( Birthday: April 14th. )
Height: 5'9".
Weight: Very light, and skinny.
Frame: Slight, Picture your average Emo boy.. Haha. He gets stereotyped so much. :[ No muscles either, Freaking hate 'em.
Eye Colour: Dark Chestnut Brown.
Hair Colour: Dark Black/Brown.
Hair Style: Kind of Shaggy, but straight, a bit uneven and usually ends up in front of his eyes. (No Sidebang.) Length goes a couple inches below his ears.
Skin tone: Extremely pale, almost pallid and sickly looking. Usually dark circles under his eyes, but those are hidden by his makeup.
Orientation: Bi, But he has a boyfriend.
Extra: He has scars, welts and bruises over most of his Stomach, chest, back and arms, from when he was heavily beatten as a child (The worse perminent marks) To getting bullied heavily at school. His face is usually clean, he has a scar running down his right hand over his palm, which is basically just a bit paler then the rest of the skin around it. A lot of those areas don't have much feeling, so you can imagine how bad they are to cause nerve damage like that. The Skin is shaped funny in some places, just in general.. Not happy. The scars over his arms are horizantal, and short (Lashed with a belt) Where the ones over his chest and such are in general a bit longer since there's more skin to damage. His forarms are the worst though, where he guarded against it. Don't worry, none of this is usually visiable because of the clothing he wears, Check the clothing description.
Clothing And outward appearance.
Note: See Refference pictures provided to understand in better detail.
Piercings: Silver stud on the right side of his nose, Silver lip ring on his lower left lip.
Jewelry: Black spiked wrist bands go up both arms, from his wrists to about his elbows, where his shirt starts, so you see little of the skin there unless he moves too drastically. Black Spiked choker, which is beggining to wear grey with overuse, which hangs very loosely around his neck Spikes are about 1 inch on the wrist bands, maybe 1.5 for the neck. 4 Wristbands up each arm.
Shirt: Black, and fairly loose but not baggy, Tee shirt with a White Anarchy symbol over the chest. Long sleeved white shirt underneath, the edges of which show under the collar of the tee, and just below it as well. The Sleeves of the long sleeved shirt are pushed up, to about his elbows where his wrist bands stop.
Pants: Black, Extremely baggy, men's style bondage pants with Red Detailing. Chains hang from the pockets, and cross behind his legs as well (Long chains over the back).
Shoes: Black converse hightops, with Red skull detail.
Make Up: Thin Black eyeliner, not to overpower his eyes but highlight them. Red/grey eyeshadow, applied under his eyes which gives him an almost dead-like appearance, yet handsome. A bit of shadow above the lid, just to blend and make it look a bit more natural, but emphasis is below.
Refference Pictures (IMPORTANT)
Facial Structure:[link]
Pants (Please disreguard positioning and such for the rest, Old ref pic and accurate. but the pants are exactly right.) : [link]
General Refference For wrist bands, exetra (In the red): [link]
Another General Ref, Face wise: [link]
Eyeshadow refference, Actual shade is a bit darker: [link]
Shoes: [link]
Chibi-ified, Shirt symbol, exetra: [link]
Oh, and he wears black plaid boxers<3 :3
History/Other Information
Alright, Might as well update this, considering my secret santa has probably already read this and won't notice.. I know, I'm awesome right.
Alright, Well let's begin.
Rory grew up in a rather small house, at the edge of town, with his mom and dad. When He was born, his mother and father's marriage started to fall apart, and his mother fell into a deep depression. Of course, his dad blamed it all on his son's birth, and his mother was too numb to care. And so he spent almost all of his time locked downstairs in the basement, dark and cold, and stained with his own blood. His father would shout things at him, ordered him not to cry while he was being beaten, burn things into him. Most of the beatings were with this hard leather belt, but there were instances with knives, and plain fist fights. Rory never faught back, he was just a little kid. Sometimes his mom would even stand at the top of the steps and watch, but she was never truely there, just kind of.. a ghost, haunting him. He got out for school, any chance that they didn't have to look at him. At school, he was bullied pretty bad, because he was in general anti-social, and different then the other's, which is all the kids really needed to be cruel. When he was 9, he was kicked out of the house. Sent to live on the streets. His father told him that if he ever saw his face again he was going to kill him, but Rory didn't mind. He had always been told that it was his fault his mother was like that, that they had their problems. He loved his parents dearly, because it was all he knew. Adores them, really. So he greatly left, clinging onto life and growing up moving from place to place with the hope that he had fixed what he had broken, purely by being born. He was hesistant for a while, blaming himself, being hard on himself.. But eventually, that went away. With the years of having to become what he needed to become to survive. He became pretty much blank, when it came to anymore. Purely living just to live. Not that he didn't have his emotions, but they were pushed back, for room for his emotionless mask that he wears in front of anybody. He scammed his way into highschool, a few cities over from where he used to live. Because of his attitude and clothing style, he gets bullied /very/ badly, and it's rare a day doesn't go by where he gets beat up. Kids at call call him "Emo kid" I know, original right? Sick losers. -Innocent smile-. He moves from place to place, he's been in this city for about 4 years so he knows his way around. He has this Black and white checkered binder, and his backpack matches. His backpack holds all his belongings, which is pretty much His make up, mirror, flashlight, and an old grey hoodie that was basically one of his only articles of clothing as a kid. Which is like a safety blanket.
Now that he's met his boyfriend, he's opened up a /lot/. Rory never /truely/ smiles though, His version of a smile is like.. a half smile. Watered down a lot. You're lucky if he shows his teeth xD. But he has truely smiled before, only for Bryden though.
His favouritie colour is red, and black, if you can tell by his clothing and makeup choices.
Umm, I can't think of anything else.
He doesn't like kids.
Or people in general, besides Bryden.
Oh, and he's Uke.. Or Seme.. He's both. Yay. Mostly Seme. Both him and his boyfriend are seme xD! Makes it a very interesting relationship.
<3
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Tumblr x 4chan, plz.
2 min read
Anyone in on the drama between Tumblr and 4chan at the moment? xD I almost find it too funny, that 4chan is really /that/ angry at us. And yes, I say us because I've found myself quite obsessed with how fun and social Tumblr is.
They're angry at us and saying we're the cancer of the internet, and have banded together (Or well, /b/ has.) To hack popular tumblr accounts, and are intending to spam us with gore/porn/whatever. All leading up to an attack to bring the entire site down, appearently.
And you know what's funny? Rather then being terrified, we're actually just having more fun with it.. I mean seriously, 4chan. What's the point of this? We're just people who enjoy having fun and laughing with one another, shareing ideas, having /fun/... and really, isn't that the point of most of your things as well? We don't /mean/ any harm.
As I've said before, killing Tumblr is like.. Trying to kill something far too happy for it's own good. You'll try, and at the end we'll just be sitting here like ;DDDDDDDDDDD! And have the last laugh and brush it all off. Tumblr is like.. the ferret of the internet. You can't kill our happy. It's not even /possible/, our spirits are just. Too high. XD
Tumblrx4chan Slash, plz? This much hate can /not/ result in /not/ hate smexing. XD Just saying. It needs to be drawn. Or fanfictioned. Someone do it. Please. XD
dracopotter.tumblr.com/ If you have tumblr, you should all ttly be friends with meh on it, too. :]
They're angry at us and saying we're the cancer of the internet, and have banded together (Or well, /b/ has.) To hack popular tumblr accounts, and are intending to spam us with gore/porn/whatever. All leading up to an attack to bring the entire site down, appearently.
And you know what's funny? Rather then being terrified, we're actually just having more fun with it.. I mean seriously, 4chan. What's the point of this? We're just people who enjoy having fun and laughing with one another, shareing ideas, having /fun/... and really, isn't that the point of most of your things as well? We don't /mean/ any harm.
As I've said before, killing Tumblr is like.. Trying to kill something far too happy for it's own good. You'll try, and at the end we'll just be sitting here like ;DDDDDDDDDDD! And have the last laugh and brush it all off. Tumblr is like.. the ferret of the internet. You can't kill our happy. It's not even /possible/, our spirits are just. Too high. XD
Tumblrx4chan Slash, plz? This much hate can /not/ result in /not/ hate smexing. XD Just saying. It needs to be drawn. Or fanfictioned. Someone do it. Please. XD
dracopotter.tumblr.com/ If you have tumblr, you should all ttly be friends with meh on it, too. :]
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Harry Potter Movie Marathon! Join me? ,D
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I'm going to be playing All the movies, one after the others, in order, starting in about five minutes ;D With Deathly Hallows premier in the single digits.. it seems appropriate! Join me, probably doing some doodling while we watch, maybe I'll even get on Mic? Join me, My minions! ;DDD
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